8/02/2013

Review: Charm & Strange by Stephanie Kuehn

Charm & Strange by Stephanie Kuehn.

Page Count: 224 pages.
Published: June 11, 2013.
Published by: St. Martin's Griffin.
Source: Received a finished copy from the publisher in exchange for a fair and honest review.

Goodreads Blurb:
When you’ve been kept caged in the dark, it’s impossible to see the forest for the trees. It’s impossible to see anything, really. Not without bars . . . 

Andrew Winston Winters is at war with himself. 

He’s part Win, the lonely teenager exiled to a remote Vermont boarding school in the wake of a family tragedy. The guy who shuts all his classmates out, no matter the cost.

He’s part Drew, the angry young boy with violent impulses that control him. The boy who spent a fateful, long-ago summer with his brother and teenage cousins, only to endure a secret so monstrous it led three children to do the unthinkable. 

Over the course of one night, while stuck at a party deep in the New England woods, Andrew battles both the pain of his past and the isolation of his present. 

Before the sun rises, he’ll either surrender his sanity to the wild darkness inside his mind or make peace with the most elemental of truths—that choosing to live can mean so much more than not dying.


My Review:
*Before I dive into my actual review, I want to put something out there. I've seen a lot of people who were disappointed that this book was not a paranormal romance type book with werewolves. That is indeed not what this book is. If you're looking for a PNR, look elsewhere. HOWEVER, I personally think that this book is so much more than any PNR I've ever read, so don't dismiss it for what it is not. Give it a try for all that it is.*

This isn't the easiest review for me to write because this is one of those books that the less you know going in, the better. Since I don't want to give anything away, I'm going to be a little vague and talk more style than plot. I want you to have the same experience reading it that I did!

With Charm & Strange, Stephanie Kuehn has crafted an intense story that doesn't reveal the full power in it until the end, but the build-up keeps the pages flipping in anticipation. It starts off a little slow but builds continuously to the point where I was frantic to find all the answers. There is a lot kept hidden and disguised that makes it hard to put the book down before the very end. I read it entirely in two sittings, taking a break in between only to eat, because I could not tear myself away. While it isn't an thrill ride right from the beginning, it is clear that everything is building up to something very important and I knew I had to get there.

Drew/Win was a very complex character and his complexity combined with the secrets he keeps made me unable to pull away until I understood him. There was such a tension within him that works so well with the subject matter of the story and I think character and plot were combined perfectly. Seeing the changes that have occurred and the difference between him as Win from him as Drew (who is the focus of alternate-chapter flashbacks) was hard to read at times but absolutely fascinating. Kuehn clearly has an excellent grasp on writing from the male perspective because it felt very natural from Drew/Win. The male narration never felt forced or as if Kuehn was trying too hard. It simply felt as if I was in his mind.

The writing was so well done that I didn't notice I was devouring the story until I realized I was starving and it was getting late. It's not in-your-face fabulous writing but the flow and pacing are spot on and once I actually actively started to notice, I was very impressed with Kuehn's style. It is the kind of writing that creates atmosphere and mystery that were exactly what the slower plot needed for full impact. There are moments of confusion and moments of discomfort during this story that are enhanced by the writing style, and though confusion and discomfort is likely not what you go searching for in books, they just work so well in Charm & Strange that the story is worth the emotions.

This is the kind of book you may dismiss at first for seeming a little unusual; that's what I did. But am I ever glad I gave it a shot because yes, it is unusual. Unusual in that I have never read anything like it before and don't know that I ever will again. Unusual in the way I just could not stop reading. Unusual in just the right way to create a masterpiece. This book is worth so much more than just a passing glance. It is worth a devouring.
4.5 stars.

8/01/2013

ARC August


So I was staring at my bookshelf before I went away thinking about which books to read on vacation when I realized just how many books are sitting there unread. A lot of those are ARCs thanks to BEA and fabulous publishers, and I need to get my butt in gear reading them! So when I saw that Octavia over at Read. Sleep. Repeat. was organizing a month-long ARC-fest type thing, I knew it was a good idea for me. And after the miserable failure that was the ReReadathon for me (so many things got in the way... I'm sorry, Shelver!), I'm determined to do well at this one!

Check out more info about ARC August here.

So what's on my agenda for ARC August? Basically as many of my BEA books as I can manage, which will come from these piles:








And then books from awesome pubs and such, including:

Canary by Rachele Alpine
STARLING!!!! by Fiona Paul!!!!
OCD Love Story by Corey Ann Haydu
The Beginning of Everything by Robyn Schneider
Just Like Fate by Cat Patrick and Suzanne Young
Perfect Ruin by Lauren Destefano
When I Was the Greatest by Jason Reynolds
Freakboy by Kristin Elizabeth Clark
Tumble & Fall by Alexandra Coutts
Smoke by Ellen Hopkins
Chaos of Stars by Kiersten White
Coaltown Jesus by Ron Koertge
More Than This by Patrick Ness
Not a Drop to Drink by Mindy McGinnis
The Darkest Path by Jeff Hirsch
and possibly more that I'm forgetting about because I totally do that, especially when my brain is swamped.

So wish me luck because this will be quite the task!

7/31/2013

Waiting on Wednesday #33: Allegiant by Veronica Roth



Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly feature created by Jill at Breaking the Spine. This is where you showcase an upcoming release you're anxiously awaiting!

This week, I'm waiting on:
Allegiant by Veronica Roth.

Expected Publication: October 22, 2013
by: Katherine Tegen Books.

Goodreads Blurb:
What if your whole world was a lie?
What if a single revelation—like a single choice—changed everything?
What if love and loyalty made you do things you never expected?


The explosive conclusion to Veronica Roth’s #1 New York Times bestselling Divergent trilogy reveals the secrets of the dystopian world that has captivated millions of readers in Divergent and Insurgent.




Why I'm excited:
Because it's the end of the trilogy! I'm not over-the-moon in love with the books but I really enjoyed the first two, so of course I have to see how it ends!

What are you waiting on this week?

7/25/2013

Blog Tour: Truth or Dare by Jacqueline Green


Today I am very excited to be part of Paper Lantern Lit's blog tour for Jacqueline Green's Truth or Dare. All the bloggers taking part in the tour were emailed a truth and a dare to complete, so my confessions and dare-completing abilities are what await you in this post. My review for Truth or Dare will be coming up soon.

I'll start with my truth, which was:
What was the first book that made you ugly-cry?

WELL. I have been a reader all my life, so it probably comes as no surprise that I've cried over my fair share of books. The first I remember crying over was the Bambi picture book when Bambi's mother dies. I'd seen the movie; I knew it was coming. Still gets you right in the feels, though.

Since then, I've cried over many books. I've cried over books like Bridge to Terabithia, and Forever by Judy Blume, but they were not the first to make me ugly cry. No, the book that holds that title is probably the last one you'd imagine and, quite frankly, is very embarrassing (I don't know how Adam knew that this was the truth to give me, but good on you).

Here goes... the first book that made me really, genuinely ugly cry was...
Maine Squeeze by Catherine Clark.
I know exactly what you're thinking: THAT light, cheesy teen romance made you ugly cry, Jessica? Who ARE you?

Well, let me try to justify this a bit. It was very late at night and little pre-teen me should not have still been up reading. This means overtired and therefore more emotional. Pre-teen me was also very involved in love lives; not so much my own at that point, but my friends always came to me for advice and for help solving their love problems. I still genuinely believed in true, adorable love, but all the crazy pre-teen "love" drama my friends were dealing with had me growing more and more skeptical every day.

So along comes this book, late at night, and, as so often happens in these books, the main character has just determined that the love interest doesn't care a bit about her so she turns her back on any relationship they may have. That made me sad. What made me ugly cry was the big, ridiculous romantic gesture the love interest does for the mc to make her see his love. I read that scene and I lost it. I started bawling (as silently as possible, of course, because it was so far past bedtime) and when I saw myself in the mirror I was horrified at my reflection. All over some ridiculous, cheesy teen romance novel.

Now, moving along quickly to my dare to escape further embarrassment...

I've been hiding something from you all. For the past little bit I have held a secret identity. Can you guess?

That's right, I am the Anonymous PLL Dare Master.

Here was the dare, word-for-word: I dare you to create a twitter for an Anonymous Darer and tweet at the other Preferred Bloggers.

I was provided with a list of the other bloggers (here, if you want to follow them... also this list didn't have Nikki on it when I got it... sorry Nikki I still love you!), and off I went.


Bloggers were warned of my presence:

Every blogger got an intro tweet. (Yeah, I tweeted at myself, too. Had to keep up the illusion!)
Big thanks to these awesome people for the shoutouts!

So I tweeted dares. A lot of the bloggers played along but they somehow escaped the full level of embarrassment I was trying to put them through, so these gals are good! Here is some of the mischief I managed to stir up:

All the bloggers got the same dares. This first one got the most girls completing it.

I agree, books hats are all the rage... clearly I need to raid Jamie's closet (or... bookshelf?)

I sent out a warning that they were hiding from me and Gaby was quick to respond:
And Rachel managed to slide in afterwards:

Then it was time to move onto another dare:
Which I gladly took part in as well (any chance to show some author love... )
Overall quite successful, though not everyone got the "haiku" part ;)
Touché, Anna. That was well done. 

Later dares didn't go over as well. Weekends keep people busy, so I really should have known, but I got some fun responses anyway! 

I think these bloggers take the word "crazy" a little too lightly, don't you? ;)
This was definitely creative, so way to go, Emma!


One of the bloggers noticed that I was definitely turning up the creep factor on this one:



But I promise, I'm not as creepy as this in real life, or on all my personal stuff. I just wanted to see how long I could keep up the mysterious creepy persona. Thanks for playing along, fellow preferred bloggers. I hope I can show you all my friendly, not creepy, real side! I sent out one last dare last night, so go over and check out the @AnonDares twitter account and I'll be sure to retweet what I get back from the bloggers!

So that was my truth and dare. Thanks again to PLL for having me take part in the tour! Make sure you check out the book that inspired it all, Truth or Dare by Jacqueline Green! And, if you want to check out what the other bloggers were given for this crazy game of truth or dare, follow the tour. Also make sure to go enter Paper Lantern Lit's giveaway for copies of Truth or Dare!

July 18th: Fiction Freak
July 19th: The Reading Lark
July 20th: Queen Ella Bee ReadsJuly 21st: No one! :) July 22nd: The Starry-Eyed RevueJuly 23rd: The Compulsive Reader + Miss PrintJuly 24th: Chick Loves Lit + Tiger Lily RachelJuly 25th: Boekie’s Book Reviews + Read My Breath AwayJuly 26th: Anna Reads

7/24/2013

Waiting on Wednesday #32: Not a Drop To Drink by Mindy McGinnis




Waiting on Wednesday is a weekly feature created by Jill at Breaking the Spine. This is where you showcase an upcoming release you're anxiously awaiting!

This week, I'm waiting on:
Not a Drop To Drink by Mindy McGinnis.

Expected Publication: September 24, 2013
by: Katherine Tegen Books

Goodreads Blurb:
Regret was for people with nothing to defend, people who had no water. 

Lynn knows every threat to her pond: drought, a snowless winter, coyotes, and, most importantly, people looking for a drink. She makes sure anyone who comes near the pond leaves thirsty, or doesn't leave at all.

Confident in her own abilities, Lynn has no use for the world beyond the nearby fields and forest. Having a life means dedicating it to survival, and the constant work of gathering wood and water. Having a pond requires the fortitude to protect it, something Mother taught her well during their quiet hours on the rooftop, rifles in hand.

But wisps of smoke on the horizon mean one thing: strangers. The mysterious footprints by the pond, nighttime threats, and gunshots make it all too clear Lynn has exactly what they want, and they won’t stop until they get it….

With evocative, spare language and incredible drama, danger, and romance, debut author Mindy McGinnis depicts one girl’s journey in a barren world not so different than our own.


Why I'm excited:
I've been looking forward to this one since I first heard about it. I'm still not over the whole apocalyptic-type survival novel craze and not only does this one sound amazing, but the cover is fantastic! The Harper Canada ARC fairy recently surprised me with this one and I am beyond excited to dig in!

What are you waiting on this week?

7/22/2013

Review: Unearthly by Cynthia Hand

Unearthly by Cynthia Hand.

Unearthly #1.
Page Count: 435.
Publication Date: January 4, 2011.
Published by: HarperTeen.
Source: Library.

Goodreads Blurb:
In the beginning, there's a boy standing in the trees . . . .
Clara Gardner has recently learned that she's part angel. Having angel blood run through her veins not only makes her smarter, stronger, and faster than humans (a word, she realizes, that no longer applies to her), but it means she has a purpose, something she was put on this earth to do. Figuring out what that is, though, isn't easy.

Her visions of a raging forest fire and an alluring stranger lead her to a new school in a new town. When she meets Christian, who turns out to be the boy of her dreams (literally), everything seems to fall into place and out of place at the same time. Because there's another guy, Tucker, who appeals to Clara's less angelic side.

As Clara tries to find her way in a world she no longer understands, she encounters unseen dangers and choices she never thought she'd have to make between honesty and deceit, love and duty, good and evil. When the fire from her vision finally ignites, will Clara be ready to face her destiny?

Unearthly is a moving tale of love and fate, and the struggle between following the rules and following your heart.


My Review:

What started out a little slow for me developed into an enjoyable, well-crafted novel that showed how two very different worlds can come together in one person and how much of a struggle that can be. I am not normally an angel fan, but I was impressed with the way Cynthia Hand put this story together and showed the very human side of the main character, Clara, while also giving significant weight to the angel world. It was an excellent balance and I think that is what really drew me into the story.

I grew to really like the cast of characters in Unearthly. Clara I didn't find exceptional, but her narrative voice is easy and friendly to read and worked well overall. I was very happy to see that Clara's family (mother and brother) plays such an important role in Clara's life and in the story because so often in YA, family, parents especially, are absent. Her mother's significance to the plot and to who Clara is as a person was clear and actually provided some repercussions to Clara's actions, which is another thing that is often amiss in YA. I also very much enjoyed Clara's friends, Wendy and Angela, and the contrast they provided to the story.

When it came to world-building, I think the "human" world aspect of it was very well done. I've never been to Wyoming but I felt like I could see it in front of me. As for the angel part, while there isn't a lot revealed in Unearthly, it gives enough for me not to question everything that goes on in regards to the angels. Because of the first person narration, readers learn as Clara does. I did find myself frustrated with Clara's mother right alongside Clara herself because the lack of angel information was really on her and without any good reason provided. However, I do think that will come into play later on, so if there is a good reason for it, it's understandable. I also feel like being kept in the dark about a lot of things isn't as frustrating when the main character is dealing with it as well.

I know everyone is tired of love triangles, but I think there are instances in which they really work, Unearthly being one of them. The triangles are always stronger when each choice represents something more than just a person. Of course, the connection the main character, in this case Clara, has with each boy is important, but I also think they each stand for something more for her. With Christian, Clara sees him as part of her destiny as he keeps appearing in her visions. He is attractive and seems to be a good guy, but he represents the angel part of Clara's life. Tucker, on the other hand, represents the human side of Clara, which she grows to really appreciate, and he provides a much more emotional relationship and connection. I, personally, am Team Tucker, at least after reading the first in the series.

Overall, I was impressed by Unearthly. It was a much better angel book than I was expecting; providing information along the way, maintaining a very human aspect, while still being creative.
4 stars.

7/19/2013

Slowing it Down, aka Vacation Time!

Hey everyone,

I just wanted to put up a post to let you know that the next week or two will probably be pretty quiet from me. I'm still going to try to get some posts up and be on Twitter a bit, but I'll likely be away a lot and terrible at returning comments for at least a week.

Why? Well, I'm going away on vacation for the week-and-a-bit to visit family. My parents both moved far away from home so almost all my family lives hours away. Like, double-digits in the car hours. I only get to see them once a year and this is probably the last year for the next few that I'll be able to make the trek, so I want to make the most of it while I'm there. Plus I'm bringing my boyfriend to finally meet them all for the first time, so it would be nice of me not to leave him alone with them all the time so I can blog. Anyway, the point is the blog will be slow until the beginning of August but I will be back posting and tweeting and commenting before you know it!